asholay

Time for my random ass update on here.

So lately, I have been talking to this guy Tyler,he is coming to visit me in a few days actually and I am pretty excited. He is the only one that can make me happy lately,but i'm scared. Having the constant feeling of not being good enough sucks,but we will see what happens.


Also, a lot of stuff went down with Mandy and Ugur and well,I almost lost ugur completly. I haven't been so hurt by a bestfriend in my life until the other night. I don't think he fully understands how much he means to me as a best friend at all. And the same goes with Gary. It's the worst feeling, feeling so far apart from them two. We will see what happens in the future.

But in other news, me and Mandy went on a little vacation to Jersey Shore and it was amazing,I love that place to much and neither of us wanted to leave at all. After this college semester,I am done with Baltimore. Like completly,there is hardly anything for me here and this place makes me want to die. I don't know what city I am going to end up in but I am sure as hell sure that I am getting out of here.