I am sitting in class,figured I would update while the old fart is lecturing. Amazing past two days with Mandy.
Sunday got to Philly at like 1:30 am and walked around until 4:30ish,alllllllllover philadelphia too. So many drunk girls in the middle of the street,taxi drivers hitting on us,sketchy bums. We got home at like 7am and passed out on her bed,woke up at 11am and went to wal-mart and subway, went downtown,walked around Hampden for awhile,wishing we were rich. After that went to Towson mall and a few other places. I love the weather,90 and breezy,couldn't be better.
Got two new v-necks,tank top,shorts,dress,CARS FLIP FLOPS!!,two other pairs of flip flops,a scarf. All money i literally didn't have,I am negative 300 almost in my bank account. Once I get my taxes back finally this week,that will take care of my account. The start of summer is pretty amazing. I can't wait to have a job,living in the city with Mandy and having a break from classes. I start in about two weeks or so at the spca volunteering,evetually having a job there(fingers crossed).

Next weekend were either going to Ocean City for a day or Philly for the day.
Shane is saying he is moving away,I am going to lose someone that has gotten real close to me like a brother. Summer won't be the same, me ,Mandy and him had so many plans for the summer,now it's all going to change.
But alot of things are still bumming me out :(

Way too much has been going on lately.Last weekend,spent more then 20 hours in the car,going to maine and back,then going to ocean city.I have been hanging out with Mandy alot lately, I love her.

Only 4 weeks of college left,thank goodness. Maybe I can see ugur,gary,and angela more.I miss them.

I took that when passing through NYC Friday night .

I keep forgeting I have made this thing,haha. And I am bored at home,so I might as well update.
Well,Thursday night me and Shane left and drove to Stamford,CT to meet up with our friend Josh. We got there at like 2am on Friday,stayed at the Marriott hotel there for the night. We woke up pretty early and caught a train to NYC from CT. I have never been to New York,it's way too crazy for me...like too crazy haha. But I wanna go back when I actually have nothing to do,just to take my time and take the city in. My appointment with Brian Decker was at 3 so we got some amazing Thai food before in Brooklyn. Then I got my right ear finally reconstructed. Sutures suck! I cannot wait until this ear is fully healed and looks good again.
The worst part about this whole situation, is he won't admit to me or people that yes,he did make a mistake. It just bothers me how someone can be so cocky and act like they didn't do anything wrong when everyone knows they did. Oh well.
But later Friday, me,Shane and Josh came back to Baltimore..Josh got a room at the Marriot Waterfront Hotel in the Inner Harbor,FANCY AS SHIIIIIIIIT. hahaha.Shane was running around the hotel Saturday morning in a towel and flashing people in the condos out the window,I am suprised we didn't get kicked out. After that we went to Columbia mall and lake. Paco and Josh were yelling spanish shit out of the windows all night when we were driving through the city haha.
Sunday, me and Shane dropped Josh off at the train station and came back to my house for a easter cookout/dinner thingy with my family and Angela's family.
So all in all,the weekend was pretty fun.

Now I am not on spring break anymore and have classes :(
I have 4 papers to do at the same time,how stupid.And two speeches to do at the same time.

I proably won't update this shit for awhile again.Friday I have a tattoo appt with Jeff to do the buddha on my arm and after that going to NFG and SYG with people. And that night leaving for Maine with Shane for the weekend.

yepp.

This weekend was great. I hung out with Shane and Mandy all weekend for the most part. Saturday, we went to Dennys around 2pm...then went looking around for tattoo shops because we were bored and all wanted to get a little cupcake tattoo together hahaha. Mandy got hers on her ankle,shane got his on his forearm and I got mine on my hand. It was so random and funny.After that we went to whitemarsh,sat around there for awhile and then ended at some bonfire party, all it was, was stoner preppy kids...so funny. Sunday, just met up with Shane,Mandy,and Shrek... went to the park and McDonalds..that's about it. Shane spent the night and I just took him to work about two hours ago. This is way too early for me to be up but I cannot fall asleep. I am going to get Dale at 3 from work then getting Shane from work at 4:30,heading to Bethesda and getting shadding added to the gypsy on my arm and starting my neck peice. Should be interesting. Friday,NEW YORK. Stoked.

I still haven't worked on school work at all,I should get on that.

I don't know where to begin.

Well,next week April 9th,I am leaving at 8am to go to Stamford,CT for the weekend visiting Josh. While I am there,that Friday I will in NY all day. I am going to Brian Decker to get my right lobe reconstructed. Finally,it dissconnected from the part that didn't heal last night when I was doing my sea salt soak on my lobes. So now,I look like one of those idiot kids that ripped their ear.It's so annoying feeling my lobe just dangling there,hitting my neck and shit.So I am glad I am getting it fixed ASAP.

Other then that,life hasn't really got any better. I am so lonely,it sucks.I don't feel like I am good enough like always for anyone. But whatever,that's life. I rather be alone then get hurt like I have been.

College is gradually getting stressfull yet again and I don't take stress well at all. When I get back from break,on April 15th,I have another English paper due :( And the week after that I have to give my actuating speech. But along with that speech that I have to work on during break,I also have to research the speech after that,a stupid group speech with 4 other people from my class.Just kill me please.

I really don't know what to say,I just hope things start looking up for me.That would be nice.