Well,next week April 9th,I am leaving at 8am to go to Stamford,CT for the weekend visiting Josh. While I am there,that Friday I will in NY all day. I am going to Brian Decker to get my right lobe reconstructed. Finally,it dissconnected from the part that didn't heal last night when I was doing my sea salt soak on my lobes. So now,I look like one of those idiot kids that ripped their ear.It's so annoying feeling my lobe just dangling there,hitting my neck and shit.So I am glad I am getting it fixed ASAP.
Other then that,life hasn't really got any better. I am so lonely,it sucks.I don't feel like I am good enough like always for anyone. But whatever,that's life. I rather be alone then get hurt like I have been.
College is gradually getting stressfull yet again and I don't take stress well at all. When I get back from break,on April 15th,I have another English paper due :( And the week after that I have to give my actuating speech. But along with that speech that I have to work on during break,I also have to research the speech after that,a stupid group speech with 4 other people from my class.Just kill me please.
I really don't know what to say,I just hope things start looking up for me.That would be nice.
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wow that sucks. spilt lobes are a nightmare. least you live on the east coast so you are close to people like brian decker.
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ReplyDeleteI know it's hard but you just gotta try to stay positive. You'll be getting your ear fixed soon and you have your friends. You know you can always talk to me if you want. And like Lukey said...no dying!
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