On the way home it happened again. I don't know how much I can take. Anthony said to me"I'm sorry. I really don't want to upset you,I just want you to know I still have love for you" And...this was while I was driving home...I had to pull over because I was crying so much. I actually had to pull over twice on the ride home..My head is so fucked up. I just feel like puking,it makes me sick.
I can't count how many times I just wanted to drive into the median on the high way tonight.
And at 7:30 AM I have to go to VA for my neices b-day party? I don't know how much longer I can fake a smile.
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